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                      Gone

            Laying down on my bed

           Thinking about what took place

            Still not believing that my love,

            You are gone.

            I close my red and swollen eyes

            Fell asleep with you in my mind

            Memories of us flashes before me

            Arousing sensation deeper than pain.

            Then I open my eyes to reach out to you

            Darkness and silence surrounding me

            Hitting me with the reality..

            That my love, you are gone.

This is my first post and it will be a negative one. I’ve been deceived by someone I thought loves me so much. I loved this person so much. Gosh! I still can’t believe it.

I never thought that I would lose my mind

That I could control this

I never thought that I’d be left behind

That I was stronger than you.

*sighs*

‘Til next post. I don’t really know what to say anyway. I don’t even think anyone will read this.